Day after a storm

I'm on period,

yeah, go figure. Although I was late for about 10 days. I never really care about when i get my period. I'm glad because i know i can one day have babies.

So yesterday wasn't really pleasant for me, at work at 6 am, got an email from the summer door guard job I applied for, said "the position has already filled with qualified people." I laughed, in distress. I have been working for this department for a while now. I was accepted as their employee for two summers , one of which I had to deny because I was given a better job. Anyway, I was quite upset about it.

Menstrual cramps really suck, and the one I had yesterday was about the one that hurt the most in my history of mcs. All I wanted was to have there be a rainy day, and me in my PJs sleeping the time away. But no, I attended a seminar on intraspinal microstimulation for restoration of walking/standing. The talk was given by Prof. Vivian from University of Alberta in Canada. Dr. Troyk works with her on this project and it is truly fascinating. prof vivian herself is a very inspiring role model for me as a woman engineer, the way she carries herself and the way she explains things just fascinates me. Definitely someone I look up to in the field of rehabilitation engineering.

*a bit too lazy to update every bit of my life*


Today manto and I were planning on going to watch the Hunger Games, but we were lucky to get the 4th season of breaking bad, hours have been spent on watching this show. Things have gotten a bit out of hand when watching but a good girl knows her capacity. Nonetheless, having your period always gives you an excuse to not be productive in your school work. We went to target and got some items as intended. Fun/touching story, while shopping we had a little incident.

I told manto that I was going to get some pants/shorts for running and went to get a bunch and dived right in the fitting room. He thought i said "pads"(as in maxi-pads, although I don't wear maxi-ones). He was looking for me all over the store. After a while I decided to come out to find him, couldn't find him anywhere. I decided to go check out and hopefully he had been waiting for me at the store entrance. As I was approaching the check out, he ran over to me and looked really really really really really worried and anxious but at the same time reliefed that he saw me. Gave me a REALLY tight hug. I was so moved and felt guilty that I a) didn't have my phone on me b)didn't specifically tell him that I would go try my shorts on.

I truly felt how much he cares about me and I care about him the same way. As we walked out of Target, he held my hand and said "I would never let you go!!". My heart melted.

i love you boo.

Snuggletufts