This morning when I woke up i felt depressed. My supervisor texted me to thank me for feeding her cat. Without mentioning my name, without sounding sincere. Especially during our staff meeting when everyone was sharing their thoughts about how our supervisor isn't the right person for the job. And I agree, she does not show passion in student affairs nor care for her staff. This whole office need revamping. That just makes me feel so bad about things. I don't even feel like getting ready for the day.
Maybe I should clean my room, maybe that'll help me with my mood a little bit. I know running will definitely help. But what happens after the endorphines after running? I need a constant reminder of what's positive in life and keep on following.
I am stressed, my acnes are slowly slowly coming up again, I'm doing my best to keep them under control. No touching of the face, etc. To relief my swollen eyes, I soaked some cotton pads in some green tea and let it sit on my eyes for a while. My eyes do feel refreshed and i can see more clearly now. Definitely something to keep doing.
I really look forward to friday for lunch at paneras. No matter what I will get off campus and not think about school and people. i want to get more caffinated teas and treats. I will also get some skin care products.
Dr. Troyk is such an inspiration, i feel really lucky to have him be my advisor and PI for a project I'm working on. That makes me realize about a fact in life-- never trust what other people thinks unless you've experienced it.
and of course. Always do what you are afraid to do. That's the only way you can grow.
peace.
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